A shadow from the past
Over time, a soul completely crumbled
Confidence gone with the dates.
Disgusted by my own reflection
My self-worth was owned by you,
A worn relationship caused this change.
I know all this could have changed.
When I think about the past-
Emotional enslavement by you
Caused me to crumble.
I am wise enough to make some reflection
We should have went on more dates.
But you always forgot our anniversary date.
And that is never going to change
Your conceited soul loves only his own reflection.
You don’t even know how many years passed.
Blame it on a memory that’s crumbled.
Weak- I continue to cater to you,
Telling myself that I love you
And we have made it through worse dates.
But our love has crumbled
How you talk to me has changed
You complimented me in the past
Now you cringe at my reflection
Before- there was beauty in my reflection.
Naïve, I thought I had to stay with you.
Slightly because, before you I had no past
I haven’t been on many other dates.
Abuse has increased and forms changed
Your insults caused my devotion to crumble
The woman I was before has more than crumbled
I won’t look at my own reflection
I do don’t want to see the change
Everything I am was caused by you
Insults destroyed me over the dates
Now, I can’t remember the woman from the past.
I wish I could go back to the past, before I met you,
Before I wasted all those dates, before I hated my reflection,
Before I crumbled, most importantly- before I changed